Sunday, June 17, 2007

Wow, this pretty much sums it up

I've spent some time today scouring the internet for pregnancy/baby/parenting blogs to subscribe to, since I'm in sort of a pregnancy holding pattern at the moment -- I've read all the books, etc., but I'm not huge and the baby is still only giving me those little fluttery kicks (but not painful gymnastics yet, thank goodness).

This post from Pepita's blog represents a lot of what I've felt through this pregnancy so far. When your first pregnancy ends in miscarriage, it's awfully difficult to believe that the next one could go well. Every twinge or pain could "mean" something. Every time I pick up the Doppler I panic until I can hear the baby's heartbeat. I'm trying not to worry too much, but it really is scary.

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